cast all your cares unto Him for He cares for you!
hi people. (:
things have been changing for me since friday. it was after those problems occur did i realise how good my God is. i mean not that i didn't know before, but ever since the problems arose, i've gotten closer to God and i'm now seeing the works He's doing for me. (:
alene knows the whole story ya. (thanks babe for listening!). it was no wonder why i cried so much during worship last friday at bs, cuz i was feeling so stressed up and worried after hearing some news from my choir teacher. well basically i got sabo-ed by someone who's read my blog on thursday, and the next day he/she went to tell her that i've "bitched about" my econs teacher on my blog.
first of all, you can't say i bitched about him because i was practically stating the facts. i was just very unhappy with the attitude he shows towards my class, being so sarcastic and 'disrespectful' in some ways. secondly, yea i admit i did sound a little too overboard but there was just no need for that someone to go behind my back right?
i felt so betrayed you know. and i was really scared at that point of time. my teacher told me to be very careful with the friends i make, because i'll never know who're trustworthy and who aren't. and if that person wants to sabo me further, he can easily tell the econs teacher whatever i've said about him on my blog. and if he wants to make a big fuss about it, he can complain to the principal and she'll have the right to suspend me. and once that happens, oh gosh. my reputation in school will just go down the drain and i'll have a bad record etcetcetc.
well apparently i didn't think that far while i was blogging on thursday night. i was too fed up to even think of the consequences. in the end i got vic to get her friend to help me password my blog.
on the way to bs after that, something kept prompting me to cast all my cares unto Him. i didn't exactly push those thoughts away, but i was still rather fearful of what the outcome may be although i know God has my future in His hands. prayed about it, cried, shared with alene, in the end i felt better. (: later at home i didn't even bother to check my blog cuz i know i now have nothing to worry about.
since that day i've been feeding on the Word "cast all your cares unto Him for He cares for you." and although i still do feel a little scared at times, i know i have a God who loves me and is taking good care of me. i'm too blessed to be stressed! (: and today, thank God my econs teacher did not mention about this in class, neither did he request to speak to me. felt so relieved man. hopefully he'll forgive and forget and won't pursue the matter further.
so. i've deleted that post already anyway, and passwords are still required to access to my blog. (: there are 2 passwords; and they're both from GBHFDL. it's pretty easy to figure them out, just go trial and error! :D
wow. what started out to be a short entry of thanking God turned out to be such a long one. anyway, yea, God has been really really faithful to me all this while. He's never left me nor forsaken me, and He never will! i feel so secured, so blessed, so... loved. x)
thanks guys for taking the time to read. (: take care and God bless!
-claire
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